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AdelaHope used to be a little girl with a microphone, who loved her bicycle. She is now a woman with a family, a laptop, and a ukulele, who has dreams of traveling to beautiful, interesting places. She is currently living the mom-life while she works on a Master's degree in New England

Mother, Mother, Mother

My child isn’t a baby anymore.

When he prays, he says, “Dear Father, Mother, Mother, Mother…”

Soon I will teach him to censor his prayers.

But it was after his birth that She came to me. I heard her voice on my heartbeat, smelt her fragrance in my sheets.

Her learning came when I was weak, her strength when I was tired.

She bounced my baby to sleep.

And so when I pray, I say “Oh God, Dear Father and Mother,”

Because when you pick up the phone to call home and your parents put you on speaker

You don’t ignore either of them.

I used to just tell Him,

“Oh and God? Say hi to Mother for me,” politely aware.

Was it impudence to acknowledge? Audacity to ignore? I never knew.

But now I have felt her on my bones.

So when I pray, it is mostly to Her.

I can’t help it.

My knees bend and my heart hymns

Without my beckoning

The sage Goddess, the Great Mother.

They say Her name is Wisdom. I think it is Love.

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AdelaHope used to be a little girl with a microphone, who loved her bicycle. She is now a woman with a family, a laptop, and a ukulele, who has dreams of traveling to beautiful, interesting places. She is currently living the mom-life while she works on a Master's degree in New England

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  1. We are clearly taught in the scriptures to pray to God the Father. You don’t teach your children this it will turn to your condemnation.

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As an independent-thinking parent, I have become like Roz, a Wild Robot. Taught to be conformist, obedient and task-oriented, I've written hard-earned wisdom over my old hard drive. Differentiated spiritual experiences and interpretations cover my soul like the moss and lichen that grow on Roz during her time on the island. I'm no longer interested in serving and pleasing religious authorities for the sake of doing so. They underestimated my capacities and willingness to claim independence and adapt to adversity. These authorities also miscalculated how much my loyalty toward the institution could diminish if they failed to provide my children with a spiritually healthy, accommodating, and loving experience in the Church.

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